I close my eyes and I see it. The torture, the tears, the smiles fading into distance. Nightmares. The ones that grip you in fear and drowned you in darkness. Never remembering what occures inside the darkness, I awake, terrorized, my head screaming his name. Pleading him to stay and not to leave me. Each time, reaching over and realizing he is gone. Never to return. Night after night, day after day, this bad ending to the worst movie replays in my head. I miss him. I'm haunted by the sound of his voice trailing off into the unknown distnace. Only to revisit me as soon as I close my eyes.
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