I was driving to work yesterday. Just like everyday... but then I noticed how the sun was shining so beautifully and there was such a perfect breeze, the leaves were changing colors right before my eyes it seemed like. It made me remember all those fall days at Berry. The afternoons I would sit outside on a blanket to do my homework. I remembered how we would talk about that stuff all the time. It made me miss you so much. - I wanted to tell you how beautiful Barnsley Gardens is and take you to see it, to enjoy the beauty God had created. But I can't. It brings tears to my eyes and pain to my heart to know that I can't talk to you about the things we used to discuss...the things we used to argue and fight over. As I was driving "God gave me You" came on the radio. Tears streamed down my face as I remembered the night we argued over the initial singer/songwriter of that song. It's hard when I needed more time and you were taken away. I won't even be able to go to Mountain Day this year because last year you were the only one who said hello to me when I was there. This year, I don't even have you. After six months, I still miss you for so many reasons, and I am still so full of regret for what was left unsaid.
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