dreaming reality

And when reality was just to much to think about, you were my fantasy. A fantasy I could forever run to and drown my fears in. When life became so overwhelming that it almost was not even worth living, your smile would create a whole new world for me to remain. With deep blue eyes like the ocean, I could swim to a deserted island and escape the horrors of the morning. You were my virtual fantasy that I could grasp in my hands and clasp until the pain was gone. The touch of your hands caressing my skin, could send me into a state of complete ecstasy. Every minute with you was a minute I was safe, a minute I did not have to worry about being wounded. You were my fantasy that I wanted to re-live everyday of my life. And when everything became semi livable, my fantasy was awakened and the dream I was living died. Your arms unwrapped my body and your kiss was cut short. A good night was said, but good bye filled my ears. My fantasy now just a vapor in the wind; leaving a living nightmare that is inescapable.

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