She thought she had found what she had never known she was missing. She thought *finally* someone was going to stand beside her even through the rough spots. & God knows, she had really big, deep, mountainous rough spots in her life. But, he promised he would never let that impact what they had together.
Well, she soon found out that he was nothing but a lie within himself. She wonders now if he ever even cared, or if it was always just to benefit himself. Was he ever really concered of how she was? Did he ever really care if she was around or was she just someone that cared for him and he desired the attention. No matter what, once he left, deep down she knew he was never coming back...but she wanted so bad for him to be different in her life and not just walk away like everyone else seemed to do. She wished, hoped, prayed, dreamed for him to never leave her {alone}. He was her bestfriend and she had given her all to be with him because he made her feel alive. But now, all she felt was hurt, pain, abandoned. She was a person, a real person...not some old toy to be left and never returned to. But he had done exactly as all the rest...he had walked away. & it killed her to know, that no matter what she tried, he would never be returning. Game over...& she had lost.
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