"There are things that we don't want to happen, but have to accept. Things we don't want to know, but have to learn. & people we can't live without, but have to let go."

I miss him. I know I'm not supposed to and it really isn't even allowed to miss someone like this. Heck! I didn't even date him...we were just friends. : ( But, I think that makes it worse. At least if we had dated I could go through break-up therapy....buy an amazing new pair of heels to pick up the next guy in. However, in just a friendship I can't do that. It doesn't work.

Tonight, I caught myself saying how if I could make "this" happen maybe he would come back...I couldn't believe I said it out loud. But, I did...and I want it to be true. I saw a truck that looked like his. It brought back so many amazing memories. I just stared....and tears fell down my face.

I miss him...I miss my best friend...I miss everything we had together.

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